Convening

Today I taught my first class of the new school year. It was the first meeting of my course on book banning in America, and, as I learned when I asked them to go around the room and introduce themselves by saying where they were from and what their major was, what their favorite book is, students are taking the class for various reasons: because they liked the topic, because they needed to fulfill a distribution requirement, because they were in my class last semester and didn’t hate me I guess.

I had a great time.

Of course this is not the most important thing about a class meeting. It might be the least important thing, though I think many of us teach better when we’re enjoying ourselves. But it felt good to be in a room with thirty students on the first day of a semester, introducing what we’ll be working on for the next fifteen weeks. We came together, for fifty minutes, to earn distribution credits and for other reasons, starting to get to know each other a little and to think together about the history of attempts by Americans to keep other Americans from reading books they decided they shouldn’t get to read. It felt like possibility, as it has the first day of every semester I’ve taught for thirty years (!). And the way the summer’s gone, nationally, possibility feels especially good to me right now.

Tonight I’m sitting in front of the TV watching the Democratic National Convention. It’s easy to be cynical about conventions–there’s no more theatrical political theater–but so far this one is pretty inspiring. UAW President Shawn Fain followed Warriors coach Steve Kerr. A smart producer cut from Alexandria Ocasio Cortez delivering a fiery speech to a shot of Jesse Jackson listening and looking impressed. I’m feeling demographically targeted. I’m also feeling something like what I felt this morning. A convention is a coming together, etymologically. And it’s about possibility, about what the people coming together can make happen. And this particular convention comes at a time when that possibility feels pretty precious.

Wednesday, when class meets again, we’ll be talking about the long history of book banning in the world and the shorter but very busy history of book banning in the US. One event I’ll bring to the discussion is the banning of Thomas Morton’s 1637 New English Canaan. Morton came to Massachusetts in 1624 with the Puritans to Plymouth Colony, established an offshoot community that traded with Native Americans, and got exiled for it. New English Canaan is a celebration of the culture of the natives and a criticism of their treatment at the hands of the Puritans. So they banned it, making it likely the first book explicitly banned in what is now the United States. Importantly for our purposes in the course, the banning was motivated by fear—fear of loss of business from Plymouth to the natives, and fear of the natives themselves, with whom Governor William Bradford saw Morton’s people “dancing and frisking together,” something not even allowed among themselves. By the time we get to contemporary efforts to keep books away from children, we’ll draw the parallels to the motivating fear of difference–of Black people, queer people, people who don’t conform, who resist–behind those efforts.

As with the topic of my course, there’s a long history behind what’s happening this week in Chicago. It’s not always pretty, that history, not the part that began before the Puritans and not the part that began when Barack Obama made a joke that Donald Trump didn’t like. When things have improved over the course of that history, it’s been because people came together to work toward the possibility of treating others, however defined, better.

Jasmine Crockett, a former public defender and Democratic representative from Texas, is speaking now. Again, it’s easy to be cynical, but come on. Maybe we’re coming together. Maybe it’s working.

Pickle, Ham, and Hope

So I was playing pickleball this morning here in sunny Columbia, MO and thought a guy playing on the other court was Lucas Kunce. Lucas Kunce is running for US Senate against one of the top five worst men in the world, Josh Hawley, and seems like a decent guy. He’s from Jefferson City, a half hour south. I stood next to him once at a fundraiser while he talked to my wife about gun policy. His policy positions jibe with my preferences and values and with reality. Most important, he’s not Josh Hawley, but so is the ham sandwich I would vote for before Hawley.

At any rate, it wasn’t Lucas Kunce. I knew it couldn’t be him because what would he be doing playing pickleball on a Sunday morning in the heat of campaign season and he didn’t seem tall enough. Then when he and the man he was playing with needed people and I was sitting out over at my game, I went over and played with him and confirmed that he really wasn’t Lucas Kunce, and told him that from a distance he kind of looked like he was. His response was to say no and say he just moved here and to ask if that’s how people pronounce Kunce.

I hope it was.

I tell this fairly boring story because I was excited to meet Lucas Kunce, which means I was excited to meet someone running for national office from Missouri, which means I think that I must believe he has a chance to win. Polls says he does, and while I don’t trust polls much, I do believe that he’s an appealing candidate (even John Goodman says so) who’s got good comms people and some fight in him and that Trump’s increasing inability to not seem like an unbalanced malignant narcissist will prove to be a down-ballot drag and that Missouri has never been as red as it’s recently seemed, gerrymandering and all. Like Trump, Hawley has the ability to convince the current GOP base that he’s on their side, but the rest of Missouri might not be buying what he’s selling.

Trust Claire, who went to my kids’ high school

If you’re not from here, or from another red state, you might not understand how remarkable it feels to be excited to meet a candidate for national office from your state who might actually win. If you haven’t endured years of being represented by people who believe that all you need for a good political ad (other than bigotry and xenophobia) is blowing things up, or shooting them, or lighting them on fire, you might not sense the weight of this moment for us.

This morning’s non-encounter brought the moment home to me. Sure, I’m filled with dread like always, as the GOP isn’t even trying to hide their attempts at ratfuckery, but the sinking feeling of just a month ago, when Biden had not yet stepped down from the campaign, is gone, and now I have to admit that to myself, and not just in terms of the presidential election. If Missourians give money and knock doors and turn out, we could have people in office from our state who give a shit about it for a change. Democrats from Missouri for a long time had to be careful not to stray too far left, and recently that’s not been enough. But it’s possible that neither is the case any more; a certain kind of left populism seems to be having a moment and the momentum driven by defense of abortion rights may finally prove too much for the Gerrymandering Old Party, here and across the country, meaning Democrats can be Democrats here and win.

I hope so.